Updating

From the last post,I have brought two leadership books which I have finish one of it and halfway through the second one!Hope by reading this books I could gain something and be a better leader.
Last few days I went down to KL for a job interview which recommended by my friend. I really want that job as it is a new change for me but I still waiting for the offer letter which means confirmation from the college.Yes I'm going to be a Clinical Instructor.Hope that they will offer the salary that I always wanted for two years ago which will make my life better and I could settle some debts which have been making me miserable for three years.
Hoping for a new life in KL and a new start!!!!!

Thinking too much

I was damm busy with work and my family stuff.Many Many months have past and I was busy with skin care classes and helping my mom out with the mooncakes.....Hai...what a busy day and months I had.
Now I was settling down and trying to make things in order. Got so many things to do but the time and energy was not enough.

I was not very happy these days but I do not know why and how this can happen....I feels like going to psychotic act!!!Am I??I got a lot of thinking to do these days and I just cant think it correctly and straight!!! Am I depressed???

I was like working or a moving like a zombie..................... I just cant cheer myself up.Am I too sensitives that people are avoiding me???????? People always comes and find me when they are having problems as if I am like a psychologist counseller but when they are happy, they just ingrone me like a piece of mirror,as if I does not exist......May be due to this I am sad and unhappy....

Sometimes I think is it that I am weird or having problem mixing with people or what??? I wanna know what make those people act this way?Is it the way of life or am I going into 'real' adulthood! I am trying to think but I just dont know why this always happen to me,anywhere,anyplace or anytime....I just dont like it.What am I going to do??????

I try to cheer myself up but buying the books with ONU the other day that I always wanted to read.I know that it is a bit weird if buying those books to cheer myself!hope for the best!!

Updating

Right after my graduation,my whole family but not all went to beach for a timeout.Wah what a good day to relax but still my handphone ringing here and there. I really very very enjoyed it much! Below are some of the photos....
This is Andy trying out the 'sand building' There he goes again mom and connie Busy with the 'siput-siput'

Busy with crab-catching

Photo studio

Well after my graduation, I always wanted a family photo where I can wear my robe and take photos with my family. So I went to a photo studio and spend another RM 500.My money flies again..Hai............ So my wish came true and I could snap photos with my family .Here's some of the photos....

me,mum and dad

me with my bear bear from my friend and aunty..

Career conference

In April now,let me think......hmmm.... oh ya!I went to KL again for career conference.It was fantastic.I was shock to see this career conference so relaxed. There were performances and words of encouragement given.I felt it was more like a motivational seminar than conference. I gained new friends from all the way from Sarawak which is so nice and gentle.All of us went to Sunway hotel by bus and we were very very excited and the whole trip was very enjoyable and wonderful. The bus was filled with worderful people which have the same mission where we wanted to enrich women's lives.... Here's some of the photos:
Here's one of my new friends.
The stage was so woah!!!!!!!!!
Getting ready.. *sorry for the shot it was candid*
Our ESSD who is very gentle.
This the group who graduated for the RJU....Yeah we can do it.

My graduation

After my friend's wedding,Im going down to KL for my graduation at PICC.I spend about RM 500 for my graduation.no money already....Below are the photos taken.
This is us troupe from Penang.(Cohort 2-Bsc Nursing Practice Development)
Another shoot..Missing all you guys a lot....

This is one of our great lecturer.

Trip to Kelantan(Wedding and Destress)

This year a bit busy busy.Running here and there.Im going to Kl more often than usual.Every month I think.Let me think back when is my last blogging....I think about march if Im not mistaken!!! Let's go back a little. In March,oh ya...I went to Kelantan to attend my friend's wedding where I help her to get ready a bit of things!And at the same time I went to 'bersiar-siar' there.Below is some of the photos.

This is my friend who got married.Isnt she beautiful?
This is some of the photos the rest is with somebody..

this is us from Penang and we are at the muzium.And it is super super hot.Just look at all of our faces......Feeling of having a cold bath that time but still we enjoyed it very very much.
Yeah!This photo really got a lot to say.Actually we were taking photos in the middle of the road.You know what...there are cars waiting behind us but you just cant see it.dangerously we took the photo.And thanks them for patiently waited for us to finish the shoot and didnt even sound a honk.ha..ha..ha..Loving every moment of it.
Hoping to have a another trip with all of them again.We never know what can we do next.......