Updating!!

Woah!Been about 7 months I updated my blog.Oyi,thanks for the reminder!hahaha....Even though 7 is just a few counts but a lot had happened to me.
1st:I got my dream job which I hunger to try out and Im in.Ya..hoo...Gambateh to me so my dreams will go on!!!
2nd:Separation and heartache.Thought that there will be happily ever after just like the disney movies..snow white,enchanted,beauty and the beast.But this kinda of situation will never happen in real life.Just my dreams......It is kinda hard to separate to be alone again..no one to talk to...no one to listen to my frustrations all day long...no one to support me from behind or side to side...this is what I felt so so depressed...
3rd:Thinking of suicidal.I do know why people wanna to suicide.I got the feelings..but thank God loves me so so much that He make me realise that 'hye you got family and friends around you.Dont make a fool of yourself just to kill yourself'Then I realise that I got a very very long way a future awaiting for me!!!!Love you Mom ,Dad,Christopher,Jasmine,Audrey,Brother Jamal,Linda,Donald for coming at once to pull me out for this misery of life!!!Besides love you gals too OYI,ONU,Mee See...
4th: Misery past.Im now on my feet back and ready to run again.To back to my own life again...Kind of busy the few months back with friends...Thanks to Nicole,Bee Gaik,Canice and Irene to fill my time so I dont think stupid or silly things..But end up Im getting fatter and fatter..hahaha...anyway I really truly enjoy it..
5th:New resolution and future.Friends,vacation and to really live life to the fullest!!!!I wanna try anything that will add a story in my life.Concentrate in my career again..OYI and ONU is I neglected you gals...Please remind me.Sometimes I too concentrate in one thing..Poongsam...Bites that never let go!!!!!